Long Day, More To Come.

So, today I had my first FULL day of work. And there's no end in sight. Hahaha.

Working with 18month-3yr old is completely exhausting.

But, I love it because everyday is different.

I'd never want to have 8 toddlers who are all trying to potty train.

They have their good days & their bad.

Today they all had bad ones.

But it's ok, because when they left they were all in smiles..

That makes me happy.

Ry has a job interview tomorrow.

I'm kinda anxious.

He says he wants a new job, but I know once he loses the freedom he has @ Greiner he won't be happy.

But, who am I to say anything?

I just go along with what he wants to do.

We still cannot find a car to buy that we agree on.

This is becoming a tremendous hurdle for us.

I'm to the point where I don't even care anymore.

I worked all day today then I came home to clean ALL night!

My house is completely spotless.

My feet & back are killing me, but I feel....

What's the word I'm looking for?

Productive?

Accomplished?

NORMAL!?

I'm not sure..

All I do know is that yes, I am exhausted, but I'm very happy.

Tomorrow I'm headed to the gym @ 7 and then to work from 12-6.

I can't wait for this weekend..

I'm totally rearranging this house.

It needs some order to it.

I have to get it all done before I start school.

I'm really weird when I'm in school mode.

My house must be spotless before I can concentrate on schoolwork.

Prof. Pam Spencer says its my "womanly nature" kicking in.

I say it's annoying.

So I figured if I organize now, when the time comes it won't be so hard to keep it that way.

I mean c'mon, working full time & going to school MORE than full-time is a hell of a schedule.

But, I'm looking forward to it.

That's all I got for now.

I'm keeping my head up, and walking the straight and narrow.

I'll update soon.

G'night All!

Wow. It's Been A While.

It has been SO long since I've updated this thing, and I apologize!

Let's get reacquainted, I'm Mary...

Last time you spoke to me, I needed a job severely & wanted to sell my house.

All that has changed now.

I have a job!!!

wooot wooot.

I work @ Wonderful Beginnings Daycare, in Mt. Orab.

I'm a toddler teacher for now!

Next month I move to the infants.

That'll suit me better, I mean, I'm not good at deciphering baby talk.

hahaha.

I like it very much so far.

The kids are great, every day is something different!

And that is exactly why I love it so much.

Another reason why I like it there so much, is that I don't have to try and be something that I'm not!
I'm allowed to wear what I want, I don't have to cover my tattoos..

I could dye my hair purple & no one would say anything negative.

It's just a good feeling knowing that someone doesn't pass judgement for stupid things like that, things that just show who I really am.

I no longer want to sell my house, hahah.

We're doing some remodeling starting in a few weeks.

I'm super stoked about that.

I like my house...I just hate where it is.

I chopped ALL my hair off!!

But, when I think about it, it's not as short as I thought it was going to be.

Which is kinda disappointing...lol.

I've got nothing by rave reviews about it though.

I'm getting back to my pretty self!

There for a while I was totally in a rut or something.

I did find & join a gym!

Give me about 2 more weeks and I'll be thin again.

Which in honesty being skinny wasn't the main reason for going..

it was that I just didn't feel good.

I'm really trying with the blood sugar thing...

And yet, I'm still failing.

Or feel like I'm failing.

I know I'm supposed to take baby steps with it...

I just feel like why should I make the effort if it's not going to work.

But, I haven't given up.

Me & Ryan are amaaaazing.

I love that kid with all my heart.

We're really good..

We seem to be more in sync now than ever!

I went to the John Mellencamp concert last night!
Girls night yahhhhh!

I had a lot of fun.

I was severely disappointed that he didn't play more old tunes,

but I'm sure he's like bored to death of them...

I can understand that.

I did have a good time though.

I start school on August 25th!

Wow.

I'm so not ready.

I'm extremely nervous because I'm taking SO many classes..

I shouldn't be, and I know I'll probably be ok.

I just don't want to fail, or have a mental breakdown because of work & school...

blah.

I've totally been neglecting my garden/flowers.

But, Sunday I've made a date with them.

I'm going to make up for lost time.

hahaha.

I've realized I've matured very much since moving out on my own.

I'm loving it.

Although, I don't see much of my friends, because they haven't gotten to my point yet...

That kinda sucks.

Then the friends who have matured..have wayy bigger things going on in their lifes than I do.

Like husbands & children.

Mine will all work out...

One day..

Hopefully.

Other than that I'm doing wonderful!

I'm super happy with the way my life is going.

No complaints!

All smiles!

I'll update soon!

I PROMISE!

G'night All!

Nothing Much To Say.

OK, so I haven't wrote in soooo long! Sorry! I haven't really had much to say lately. Nothing new has come up for me to talk about, haha. My life is crazy boring right?

I have decided to cut my hair off && get highlights though. Give me about 2 weeks. I'm still not completely sold out to the short short hair. Kinda scared. I know it grows back, but I don't want to look like a boy! I still haven't found a gym that I'd like to go to, which is really getting on my nerves. And I still haven't found a job. Ugh. Let's not even start on that!

My mom && dad took the girls down to Tennessee to meet their mom. I miss them sooo much, it's crazy. They've only been gone for one day now, not even a full day! I walked into my mom's house this morning and was totally expecting to see my little Hayley Jo sitting on the couch watching tv. I miss them so much. I'd give anything for them to live closer.

So, while my mom took them down there, I went to her work to help out. Answer phones and what not. Needless to say it was the worst day ever. Idk. You have to know these people. They act like they own you, and you aren't shit to them. Well I did fix their computer system && without me they wouldn't have gotten that done until who knows when. I don't even want to talk about it, it just pisses me off. hah.

Hmm..we're still wanting to sell our house..Thank goodness! We've been looking at TK Homes to build one for us. I have it narrowed down to 3 that I like =) I'm not sure if I want a ranch style or 2-story.

I haven't been able to sleep at all lately. I'm completely drained, but my mind won't just take a break, it runs on with a million different things. I don't know what it is. I just can't stop thinking, and put my mind at ease.

Anywho, I suppose I'll update when I have something actually interesting to say && worth writing about!

Good Night All!