Wow. It's Been A While.

It has been SO long since I've updated this thing, and I apologize!

Let's get reacquainted, I'm Mary...

Last time you spoke to me, I needed a job severely & wanted to sell my house.

All that has changed now.

I have a job!!!

wooot wooot.

I work @ Wonderful Beginnings Daycare, in Mt. Orab.

I'm a toddler teacher for now!

Next month I move to the infants.

That'll suit me better, I mean, I'm not good at deciphering baby talk.

hahaha.

I like it very much so far.

The kids are great, every day is something different!

And that is exactly why I love it so much.

Another reason why I like it there so much, is that I don't have to try and be something that I'm not!
I'm allowed to wear what I want, I don't have to cover my tattoos..

I could dye my hair purple & no one would say anything negative.

It's just a good feeling knowing that someone doesn't pass judgement for stupid things like that, things that just show who I really am.

I no longer want to sell my house, hahah.

We're doing some remodeling starting in a few weeks.

I'm super stoked about that.

I like my house...I just hate where it is.

I chopped ALL my hair off!!

But, when I think about it, it's not as short as I thought it was going to be.

Which is kinda disappointing...lol.

I've got nothing by rave reviews about it though.

I'm getting back to my pretty self!

There for a while I was totally in a rut or something.

I did find & join a gym!

Give me about 2 more weeks and I'll be thin again.

Which in honesty being skinny wasn't the main reason for going..

it was that I just didn't feel good.

I'm really trying with the blood sugar thing...

And yet, I'm still failing.

Or feel like I'm failing.

I know I'm supposed to take baby steps with it...

I just feel like why should I make the effort if it's not going to work.

But, I haven't given up.

Me & Ryan are amaaaazing.

I love that kid with all my heart.

We're really good..

We seem to be more in sync now than ever!

I went to the John Mellencamp concert last night!
Girls night yahhhhh!

I had a lot of fun.

I was severely disappointed that he didn't play more old tunes,

but I'm sure he's like bored to death of them...

I can understand that.

I did have a good time though.

I start school on August 25th!

Wow.

I'm so not ready.

I'm extremely nervous because I'm taking SO many classes..

I shouldn't be, and I know I'll probably be ok.

I just don't want to fail, or have a mental breakdown because of work & school...

blah.

I've totally been neglecting my garden/flowers.

But, Sunday I've made a date with them.

I'm going to make up for lost time.

hahaha.

I've realized I've matured very much since moving out on my own.

I'm loving it.

Although, I don't see much of my friends, because they haven't gotten to my point yet...

That kinda sucks.

Then the friends who have matured..have wayy bigger things going on in their lifes than I do.

Like husbands & children.

Mine will all work out...

One day..

Hopefully.

Other than that I'm doing wonderful!

I'm super happy with the way my life is going.

No complaints!

All smiles!

I'll update soon!

I PROMISE!

G'night All!