Relaxing 2day

and it feels so weird. I have a lot of stuff I need to get done, but I'm just like whatever. I'm so worn out, and overwhelmed. So, I'm taking the day to just rest my body & mind.
My mom has been in Missippi for the last week! I've missed her so much! I'm so ready for her to be home on Sunday! I graduate in 2 weeks. Next Friday I'm being inducted in to the Julia Chatfield Honor Society, that's pretty exciting. And then Phi Theta Kappa (PTK) which is an nationally recognized honor society. Which is also amazing! Next Saturday morning is my graduation practice, and then the next Saturday, May 9 I'm graduating!! Actually, it's not that exciting to me. I've waited and waited for it to come for 2 years now, but it's just like, eh, whatever now. I will be going back to Chatfield in the summer to pick up self defense, and zoology, just to get 2 more classes out of the way at Wilmington. And then in August I will be at Wilmington, in my specialized classes pretty much. My major is communication arts. So, already I've gotten scholarship money from them, as well as many opportunities to do what I want, there are so many clubs, and places for me to publish my writing. This summer in between classes and whatnot I'm really going to work hard on my writing. I have to. I'm going to take some writer's workshops I believe, if there are any offered in Cininnati or nearer. I'm also going to check out the local libraries to see if they have any kind of writer's club, or something along that line.
I've applied for a job as a copy writer, basically an editor, or whatever. i should know about that soon. I'm not expecting it. But, I hope so. Also, I've landed a very part time job this summer. My school (Chatfield) has asked me to stay on board in the Registrar/Financial Aid department, so I will, just because it's easy, and I'll already will be there for classes, so I won't be wasting gas or anything like that. hopefully I can land another job too though.
I was actually able to talk Ryan into moving down south, for me to go to school. But, honestly I think I was looking for him to ground me, and say no, we need to stay here, our family is here. But, I'm kinda like..now..just I'll finish school at Wilmington because I'm saving SO much money. But after that, 2 years from now, we are heading to Florida, or Tennessee. So, get as much time with me as u can now! That's all I've got to say. Down south the atmosphere is so much different! Creativeness is embraced. I feel like here I'm stiffled. My way of thinking isn't "accepted". In Ohio you either have to go into social work, or business to make any kind of money. Niether of those things are my passion. So, we've agreed that we need to get out of here. But, I will stay to save money and whatnot.
Ryan and I have decided now is the time to try to have our OWN kids. Our goal is to be a the OBGYN by the end of June, to check up, and see what they think, their honest, professional opinion on if I can carry our children. We're paying for this out of pocket, that's why we are waiting. We're going to save some money up. It will probably be an expensive road. If the chances aren't good, then we won't risk it. Then our plan is to adopt, AFTER i graduate from college, that way I can be a more hands-on-mom. So, I'll keep you updated about all of that. But, I'm pretty excited. I've been told a million times that I wouldn't make a good mom, so I can't wait to prove those people wrong! I just had a professor, last night, tell me that I'd make a very good mother. So HAH! lol.
Ummm..That's all for now. I'm just closing some chapters, and opening others in my life. I'm pretty stoked about my future.

Peace && Love