Mixed Feelings.

I'm good! It's been a while again right?

Yeah I know.

Uhmm..so I decided that the job wasn't worth it.

My body just could not handle it.

Ry seems ok with it.

Now I just have to deal with the whole "I make the money, you don't" thing again.

Ugh. I did make that endocrinologist appt.

I really need some help.

I need an insulin pump, but I just can't afford one.

My cousin got married today!

It was a cute, quaint wedding.

My mom was bragging to everyone about my grades in college && I'll be the next one taking a trip down the aisle, and how it's going to be a big bash. Hahha. She kills me.

It was great to see my family, since I haven't seen them since Christmas.

I'm hopefully getting my portrait of my mom finished this week.

YAY!

It was going to be tomorrow, BUT I ran the battery dead on my car tonight ((I left the lights one for like 4 hours)) So basically I probably won't be going anywhere tomorrow.

I went to see my Dara Jo tonight! Ugh! I miss the chick SOOOO much!

Speaking of friends...I feel I'm drifting far far away from one of my closest.

But, what can I do?

This always seems to happen to me.

She is going through a lot right now...

I wish I could be there for her, but maybe I'm not what she needs.

I just...well I just miss her.

=/ Nothing I can fix on my own though.

Me & Ry are very good.

I love the kid with all my heart.

Can't wait to start remodeling or fixing our house up soon!

I'm not sure what else to say.

I'm doing very well.

I'll update soon!

G'night.