Just Stop Fighting It.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you! I always find myself having to catch up on so much when I write a post.

I transfered my prenatal care from Good Sam to UC hospital. So far, they're ok. I think they're just like any other doctors, "practicing" medicine. Of course I don't fit in their "typical diabetic" box... that stresses them and me. I was held captive in the hospital for a few days. It was to try and control my bloodsugars. I was put on bed rest there, and followed a strict diet. Guess what? They didn't get them under control either. lol. I was freed, I still follow a super strict diet, and I'm on "functional bed rest". I spend my days counting, weighing, and measuring my foods, eating 6 times a day, and at a specific time, and resting as much as I can. It makes for some long, long days. I look forward every day to when my husband gets home. He just makes everything so much better.

Ryan has an appointment with his cardiologist on January 14th. He's scheduling another surgery to fix the blood flow to his left arm. My friend Alexis is throwing me a baby shower on January 30th. It's a tea party! I'm so excited.

Our Christmas was great! Ryan surprised me with some very pretty and very expensive earrings! He's just a good guy. I love them.

I'm ready to bring in 2011. I can't wait to have our son, and hold him so tight. I'm ready to get back on my feet. I can't wait to be living on our own again, and me not needing so much help. I'm very excited for my future. I wish the present would hurry up and become the past.

Until next time!